She looks happy. But Facebook is a public thingie, so of course you put your best face in the public.
Am I happy? I'm very lucky in a sense that I get to experience living and earning decent money in US. At the expense of what?
Unwillingness to change from an Indonesian point of view - even if married to a non-Indonesian - really is a personal issue that needs to be addressed quickly.
I'm not in Indonesia anymore.
a0z0ra @ 9:45 PM  |
In the end, really, I'm an eternal student
Every time I thought I understand something, there comes a point where I realize I don't really know anything
So what's the point? Knowledge keep changing overtime
It is harder to keep up with it. I'll just do my best to make use of what I have and what I can improve on.
Especially regarding people. When I thought I could figure someone out, it turned out that I was wrong. My knowledge of these dynamic freewill creature was always at 30% or less.
Also, yourself can be a very hard person to figure out. Sometimes I stand in the mirror and find a stranger stare back at me. What does she want? The heart knows what it wants, it has a mind of its own and never can be tamed with strong will alone.
What feels like forever right now may only last seconds in the future. Unpredictable. So is this lamentation.
a0z0ra @ 9:47 PM  |
In absence of parental or older authority figures, a group of friends are doomed if they're not willing to
- listen and learn from each other
- help each other
- most importantly, correct one another
After all, we're there not just for the fun of it, but to witness each other's lives as we're getting older and hopefully, wiser.
Labels: friendship, thoughts
a0z0ra @ 11:34 AM  |