Yes, I always know that I must have missed something. All my life I've been a good girl, with a couple of very minor misdemeanors here and there.
I've always been surrounded by good people (lucky me!). I did my homeworks, I laughed at the clean humor and rarely cursed. Guess what, I am also surrounded by people who did their homeworks, laughed at clean humors and rarely cursed.
It hasn't changed.
What has changed is that I now understand that there are other world out there that I just don't get it. That world where people are more carefree, they love & fight fiercely, they don't care about God & the afterlife, and they cursed. A lot!
I always want to check out that world, and see what I can find. I saw enough hypocrisy going on with my world, which sometimes I took part. I engaged in a lot of superficial relationships as well. What's out there then? What can be worse?
I'm not smart enough to live in this world by myself, I did so many stupid things, and to the amusement of people who know me, I will continue doing stupid & superficial things. I need something real. What's out there? Is it real? What is real?
I did my homeworks in life. I got good grades. Yet somehow I feel like I must have missed something.
a0z0ra @ 5:43 PM  |