Oh how I have missed a lot of stuff!
friends marriages, relatives funerals
latest gossips, uninhibited laughters
scary ghost stories, night of games
uncontrolled emotions, great expectations
I just try hard not to think of those
Is this the way to live? Why am I not sad? Have I become numb to the point of no return?
Yes, to the Famous Formula of Life (TM), I have missed a lot of stuff
"Those are important things that you will regret later on" They said
Good grief! I hope I'll die happy & not regret anything.
Which is impossible
Who have no regret? Honestly?
Headache is the pain of supressing things
Tylenol is thy Lord
Feeling of jealousy & extreme anger combined with hatred came out of looking at others' life
(or, to be exact, looking at pictures of others' life. Smiles, happy faces, quirky attitudes. Watch me enjoy my life! Is it really on the surface only? Why don't they display pictures of sadness?)
Good Lord! Let me die happy & not being a liar. I'm not a happy person 100% all the time, I tell you that much. I'm not kidding. People are sad sometimes, a FACT.
Does it disturb you if I post sad pictures? Will people block my profile?
a0z0ra @ 11:52 PM  |
I know it's super late, but I just want to say Happy New Year 2007. May this year bring you tremendous growth in every aspects.
My New Year resolution:
1) Wake up earlier, sleep earlier too
2) Cook more, eat healthier
3) Talk more, read more, write more
4) Keep in touch more often with parents & sis
My Xmas was spent snowboarding in Lake Tahoe. Let's just say that it's exhausting and Lake Tahoe is as beautiful as ever. I got a chance to snowboard from The Peak.
My New Year was spent in Vegas. Let's just say that it reminded me why I hate automobiles so much: the traffic jam. 7 hours driving from LA to Vegas (which should have been only 3 1/2 hours). Crazy! The countdown itself in Vegas was ok, we walked from MGM to Venetian among hundreds of people. Good times.
a0z0ra @ 10:06 AM  |