Friday, May 26, 2006
Fireflies, the lights of memories
lights from where it used to be
the people, the good times, the genuine laughter, sigh of contentment, smile before sleep, can't wait for tomorrow to come,
a real eagerness to share feelings & concerns, good songs, good people, good jokes,
ghost of the past times
Close your eyes, fireflies, lights of those happy memories
the soul remembers how calm it was, the muscles remember how relax it was, the adrenaline remember how excited it was, the ears remembers how melodious it was, the eyes remembers how colorful it was.
Beautiful, beautiful people. Beautiful, beautiful conversations.
The mind sit still where the fireflies linger on. The heart refuse to let go of the precious, precious time. Life is short, move on?
Beautiful, beautiful laughter. Beautiful, beautiful friendships.
Saying grace & curse at the same time. Too cruel, my Lord. For letting the mortal taste how good life can be, and then it was gone.
a0z0ra @ 1:19 PM  |
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Just another shared prayer
Do you think I'm evil, Lord?
If yes then punish me, let me know
Let me understand why sometimes I feel:
Guilt. Shame. Stupid. Helpless. Sad. Worthless. Immature. Loser. Arrogant.
Let me be in complete understanding, Lord. You know what's hidden.
Looks & actions may deceive, but You're the undeceivable. Help me not to deceive myself
Because I believe that nothing can past Your wisdom
Let me be content for who I am, for those things made past your judgment.
Let me be content for my face, for it is good. Content for my body, for it is healthy. For my personality, for it is formed by experiences. For the feeling that comes & go, the emotion thats up & low. Let me feel blessed. Let me praise Your grace.
Let me be honest with myself. Let me be stronger. Let people surround me may be blessed. Let me not make any life more difficult. Give this mortal wisdom to see right from wrong. Give me courage to apologize for mistakes I made. Let harmony occur. Let me be a contributor for peace & justice, not chaos & ignorance.
For in the end, the one thing that's matter is You, my Lord, the Eternal.
a0z0ra @ 11:53 AM  |
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Amazingly simple rules
If you respect people, people will respect you back.
I was too lazy to connect with people. I was so comfy with my narrow-minded view. I had no time for other opinions.
This may lead to uneasiness. Bad feeling. Confusion. Lost sleep. I was a mere mortal. Not God. One fact that I kinda missed.
"Make no enemies" Wise men said.
My hard-boiled head argued, "Then Hitler would rule the world if no one fights him"
Wise voice: "Hitler was hit hard by US. US was strong & powerful. The timing is correct. Don't think yourself too high as if you're one big giant country with nuclear bomb. You're not. Be patient & trust the timing of the Lord."
a0z0ra @ 9:15 AM  |
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Why look up to rich people?
I'm sure many respect rich people because richness is one easy, visible measure of success.
We link richness by other traits: hardworking, clever, wise, brave, passionate. Down-to-earth would be a big plus.
How if we see rich people not having those traits? Would I respect rich people who are: lazy, stupid, unwise, coward & plain ignorant? On top of it.. treat other people as lower being?
Not at all. I don't believe any decent human being will.
a0z0ra @ 11:54 AM  |
Friday, May 05, 2006
Teasing War = Where is the Love?
The Art of the Tease
Some playful teasings are very amusing. I really enjoy good teasing. It makes me feel like I'm part of the group, that they love and care for me. If I don't get any teasing, I would feel left out.
Some hardcore teasings are just.. plain cruel. As if the teasers doesn't really care about the other's feeling (or maybe they don't. Maybe they take great pleasure out of pain they inflict on others. I don't know, bandits do exist.)
Now I know that all people have different defense system, some are just really strong to handle everything, but some are fragile that it will eat away their self-confidence. Nobody enjoy teasing other people if s/he know it will hurt right?
Words hurt k. Just becareful. Love, care & respect one another or we all will go down, to a point where everyone hate each other.
a0z0ra @ 1:41 PM  |