To ignite passion is easy. Just dump a cloth in gasoline container and strike a match. Watch the big fire that stuns everyone out.
To maintain passion ain't that easy. You need bigger container, better gasoline, preferably unlimited source of fuel to be exact. Now how do we find such container & type of fuel?
Remember that what separate good result from great result is not only the passion beneath, but the perseverance on maintaining that passion when the going gets tough.
a0z0ra @ 10:57 AM  |
Amazingly, never once before I gain weight until 102 pounds during depression high wave. Good.. good.. all is well. Except I have to go shopping for new pants & skirts.
Even those hard on the outside are sometimes soft in the inside.
God only who plant the affection I received from everyone, God only will take it away. Me? I'm passing it the best I can. Merely a tool, am I not?
I will have no fear for He is the Lord, giver of Life, maker of Heaven & Earth. For all things will come in His time & place. Thank you for everything, my beloved. And you too. Especially you. And y'all, Tucson girls rock! *smooch. .. k, the guys rock too, only the girls are better tee-hee-hee
a0z0ra @ 9:51 AM  |
A best-seller Harlequin book is adapted into a shoujo manga.Dark Horse Comics > Profile > Harlequin Pink: A Girl in a Million TPB
Gone are the days where a lone person is both a storyteller & a comic artist. These days are all about specialization. After all,
- Aerosmith have another person wrote their song,
- And so is Britney Spears,
- Peter Jackson's LOTR was written by this guy named Tolkien,
- Microsoft's DOS is actually bought for $50,000 from a company
.. I digress
I, too, recently involved in a comic project from this KeongMas group where they let me in charge of the story. I am thinking of a 3-tier-saga, featuring tidbits influences from Mahabharata, LOTR, Nausicaa, Inu Yasha ... basically all those good stories that I have read.
The other person handles the graphic details. He is a SUPERB, very talented person. So far everyone is doing a fab job. I R XCited!
a0z0ra @ 3:32 PM  |
World War I - on Wikipedia
On June 28, 1914, Franz Ferdinand, Archduke of Austria and heir to the Austro-Hungarian throne, was assassinated in Sarajevo by Gavrilo Princip, a Bosnian Serb student. World War II - on Wikipedia
In World War II, the Battle of France was the German invasion of France and the Low Countries, executed 10 May 1940 which ended the Phony War. World War III - in the future?
On September 30, 2005 a series of cartoons, some depicting the Prophet Muhammad as a terrorist, are published by Danish newspaper Jyllands-Posten. This cartoon sparks worldwide protest from muslims, symbolizing what we might see as "the West vs Islam" according to Prime Minister Malaysia Abdullah Badawi.
a0z0ra @ 10:50 AM  |
Perhaps I just want to fly
perhaps I just want to crash
perhaps I'm just a romantic idiot
perhaps I'm just a moronic idealist
perhaps I just want to be liked by everyone
perhaps that's why I tried to please people so hard
perhaps that's why they use me sometimes
perhaps deep inside I hope those I hate died miserable deaths
perhaps deep inside I pray those I admire will be uphold majestically
perhaps I have a horrific inflated bloated sense of self importance
perhaps I really think my fate is to be great just like Hitler
perhaps I feel like those people around me are inferiors
perhaps I feel like every male have to be attracted to me
perhaps I feel like the ultimate weapon of love & seduction
perhaps I'd like to think they wish they have a girlfriend like me (dont cha?)
perhaps I dont feel guilty if I show off my talents to the adoring crowds
perhaps I feel okay with the idea of strangling an annoying person who thinks she's better than me
perhaps I feel like I am the wise one, holier than thou, bigger & better than life
perhaps I feel like I'd like the world to kneel down and do my will
perhaps I feel like I'm entitled to superior services from all people
perhaps I feel like I should be God and I will do my job a lot better
perhaps this is how everyone feels, so I'm not alone in my self pity journey denying my humanity
perhaps I'm not alone to think that I can always do better than this, feel like there's a all powerful being inside
the anxiety of not being perfect, not likeable enough, not pretty enough, not good enough, not tall enough, not rich enough, not masculine enough, not feminine enough, not sociable enough, not popular enough...
(or perhaps I feel like I need to cool down, relax, take my sip of tea and continue my work
let's land on the ground)
a0z0ra @ 11:53 AM  |