I'm the girl who has too many issues
too much focus inwardly
forgotten to go outside
It struck me deep when I realize that I always the last to know something in my social circle, even though I may know that person longer than every1 else
Perhaps its my unwillingness to share stories, to call in and just say hi, to chat & do fun things together
But usually when I try to do that, my mind goes blank. In the end we just exchange smiles and so I retreat and go back cuddling with myself & unimportant issues.
Dammit, I totally forgot how to socialize.
a0z0ra @ 12:04 PM  |