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Nama:Ask me! a0z0ra[at]gmail.com
Suku: Tiong Hoa
Agama: Kristen Katolik
Ras: Mongol
Adat-Istiadat: ikut orang tua
Hobi: denger musik, baca macem2, nulis macem2, nongkrong bareng temen, mendalami iman Kristiani.
Harusnya: pulang Indo, nulis macem2, kerja wartawan budaya, bina keluarga sejahtera, ikutan nongkrong bareng Romo Sandyawan dkk, ikut2 politik buat angkat derajat orang Tiong Hoa dalam hukum.
Ternyata: terdampar di San Diego CA USA, hedon dan hedon dan hedon...
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    Thursday, April 28, 2005

    Uh Oh... 





    Your Brain is 26.67% Female, 73.33% Male



    You have a total boy brain

    Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts

    And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...

    You never like to get feelings too involved





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    Tuesday, April 26, 2005

    Farewell to yesterday 

    I understand you're not coming back, dear child
    Time is the cruelest imagination killer ever
    What we have yesterday were just memories
    and impossible dreams

    how I wish I could live and let live
    live like I have died before

    Is it too late? Has it passed before my eyes?
    All things that were meant to be my greatest passions
    have I lost it?

    O, how I wish I could live and let live
    live like I should before


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    Thursday, April 21, 2005

    New blog! 

    http://cerpena0z0ra.blogspot.com/

    Let's hope this one last and I'll commit enough to do this.


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    Friday, April 15, 2005

    That image is really disturbing 

    Kemaren nonton History channel, acaranya last days of WWII.. iseng2 aja nonton. Yang namanya WWII ya pasti ada pembahasan soal concentration camp.

    Dikasih foto2 sekilas, corpse2 bergelimpangan kayak kena Tsunami tapi ini gara2 orang, foto2nya seperti di buku2 sejarah lah kira2. Tapi ada satu foto mayat yang kayaknya ngena banget. Fotonya close up setengah badan wanita dari samping, telanjang kurus kering, kayaknya close up dari tumpukan2, yang menarik dia meringkuk kayak siput trus 2 tangannya menutup muka kayak orang lagi menangis. Seakan2 memberi kesan waktu dia dibuang ke sana dia masih sadar & menangis untuk terakhir kalinya.

    Uuh.. that image is really disturbing. Cmon, image like that will makes u think. Being a goddamn tukang ngayal that I am, tiba2 gue jadi mikir kalo gue jadi wanita itu pikiran kayak gimana ya. Belon pernah baca diary Anne Frank sih, tapi kayaknya menarik.

    Cmon, orang yahudi di eropa bukan orang yang lahir miskin, mereka mungkin hobi shopping & hedon kayak kita orang chinese di Indonesia. Mereka suka makan enak, ngobrol2, jangan2 kalo lagi kamis mereka juga suka maen voli. Tiba-tiba saja government waktu perang nyiduk mereka, suruh mereka telanjang (oh men! hinaan gede buat cewe telanjang! percaya deh lebih gede dari cowo) trus enslave mereka. Semua tas, perhiasan, baju2 bagus mereka disita sama pemerintah. Cewe2 jadi pemuas nafsu seblum dipanggang. Yang tadinya kelas menengah keatas sekarang totalitas binatang. Gue gak heran sih kalo ternyata penyebab mati nomer satu mereka mungkin mental exhaustion. If I become like them, I probably wont survive either, let me die quickly.. Can't wait to die.

    Quick thought! Jadi pengen nonton the Piano.


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    Disappeared, Nothingness 

    To survive is to recognize that you will die, but not yet
    To survive is to recognize that your life may be wasted, cause the important thing is to live no matter what

    Now I'm in contradiction. Lately I thought that I really want to be a survivor, but recently I'm feeling like I'm drawn to nothingness, just to disappear, no happiness to sought nor sadness to feel, just exist like the air, like the fire, like the mountain, like the blue sky. As if the perfect idea is not to exist as human in the first place.

    Karena ketidakadaan itu tidak mengganggu keseimbangan.


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    Thursday, April 14, 2005

    Blue Sky Immortality 

    What I really want to know is whether the blue sky will always be there, immortal, as long as the earth shall live, their wedding shall be forever more, truly a bride

    While the men beneath may not always be there, mortal, died and buried into ashes, their legacies may or may not remains


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    Wednesday, April 13, 2005

    FemDefence 

    FemDefence

    Something to think about.. kalo bentuknya kaya tampon knp gak sebelum dirape dikeluarin dulu.. my 2 cents...


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    Friday, April 08, 2005

    Tribute to John Paul II 


    Wallpaper 1028 X 768. Click the pic to see & set as wallpaper.


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    Wednesday, April 06, 2005

    Random Thoughts 

    Love isn't enough, my dear, it isn't enough
    Gain understanding isn't enough, love, it isn't enough

    Because the more u live the more u crave for them
    the craving will soon become unrecognizable addiction

    Now now
    if only we can live without sense of self
    so there's no essence that needs love & understanding
    perhaps that is perfect, no sadness nor happiness just a sense of balance
    and nothingness is perfect, my dear, don't call me suicidal
    I just love the idea of nothingness


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