You know, sometimes when you browse around Friendster to know how your friends are doing, not only once or twice you found out that they were doing INCREDIBLY fine,
in fact, they are AMAZING. They have very handsome boyfriends/very pretty girlfriends, well-paying jobs in famous companies with good future, good careertracks, and you just can see them appearing in magazines in the near future.
You feel happy at first, and proud to know him/her.
And then this ill-feel attacks: Jealousy.
You started to wonder why you don't have things like s/he has. You feel like you deserve better. The world isn't fair.
It happens to me all the time. I know, I just need to be content to myself. I think everyone knows it's super hard to do. But I just have to keep repeating this to myself: Deal With It. Nobody can have everything. It only seems that S/he has everything, but God knows what kind of sacrifices s/he has to make to get into that steps, what kind of burdens God gives her/him that cannot be seen from the surface, or what kind of temptations s/he has to deal with because of her/his significant others.
a0z0ra @ 9:59 AM  |