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    Tuesday, January 03, 2017

    The wolf loves the moon 

    The wind knows how much the wolf loves the moon
    The beautiful moon
    Far, too far to reach
    Too painful to keep

    That feeling is not meant to be
    Yet it lingers, lingers like the thickness of night suffocates the brightness of the light

    What's the use?  Just kill, kill it
    Sleep, heart, sleep
    Leave no trace in the morning, stop howling

    For it is not meant to be, remain a forever mystery

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    Tuesday, November 08, 2016

    The demon, the demon is back 

    The demon, the demon is back
    He has eyes of a thousand suns, he laughs maniacally around the moon and then he dance, dance with raging crying soul with cuts so deep and unrecognizable.

    So we are swept away along  with him, enchanted, fallen further into the abyss of the stars, unknowingly if we are about to crash, crash, crash and then we will


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    Wednesday, January 14, 2015

    Words are not here anymore 

    So you keep going on your road, shadows of people past present and future accompanying you, and still you feel alone.  This, you already know, since birth is a lonely process, and you anticipate that death will be the same.

    You thought Words are your soulmate, as they will never leave your side.  You start feeling that this, too, is false, as Words have their own will and they tend to go to where the next most lovable lover is.  That person is not you at the moment.  You have been estranged by Words.  Are you desperate to have them back?  Do you plan to love them as much as you love them before?  After all, you promise something to Words and you kinda abandoned them.  7 years itch and they are not there anymore.

    So without them, will anyone still listen?  Without Words, you will be skipped from anyone's mind like just another average person.  But then, isn't this a better life?

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    Wednesday, December 17, 2014

    Maybe Tomorrow - a snippet 

    "Are you going somewhere?" Bumi asked.  He didn't like the way the conversation going.  It feels like goodbye.

    "Yes," Anne replied, pointing her finger to the night sky.  Her beautiful face, long flowing hair shined brightly under the moon.

    Bumi wasn't sure what she meant by that.  There he waited for her next explanation.


    Strangely, Bumi wasn't shocked.  Anne - despite looking perfectly youthful supposedly with the same appearance in her 20s - was a centennarian. She is definitely overdue for a one-way trip to Mars, where seniors "voluntarily" go to the new frontier, living precariously and governing themselves with various experimental living themes until they expired.

    "Which village?" Bumi asked.

    Anne shrugged.  "I like the 50s village, at least in the brochure it looks very promising. And who knows..." Anne chuckled, "...I could meet a good ole husband there!"

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    Wednesday, May 29, 2013

    Well hello 

    So I guess I can start writing again.  Timing is probably a bit better this time.

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    Wednesday, June 29, 2011

    Being a SAHM is kinda fun 

    I am surprised. Being a Stay At Home Mother - which I intend to do for a year - is kinda fun. Playing with a baby isn't as difficult as it seems.

    Looking at his giant eyes that adore you so much is very addicting.

    All this time I didn't think I fit to be a mother. But now I have changed into quite a nurturing one. I exclusively breastfeed Baby A and hopefully so for a year. So far it has been 3 successful months.

    However, having a baby change your social life. Single friends would probably don't understand the challenge of having a baby and will blankly stare at you if you are telling them stories about your baby. Friends with babies would not suddenly warm up to you.

    It is kinda lonely. But I'm having the best time of my life with baby A. Don't grow up so soon!

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    Tuesday, June 07, 2011

    Baby is sleeping 

    Baby A is sleeping soundly in my bedroom. I missed writing, so here it is. This is not even a haiku, but a start nonetheless.

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    Monday, December 06, 2010

    Baby is kicking 

    5 months old now

    I'm enjoying my escape from all things logical & the strong urge to perform :D


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    Friday, September 17, 2010

    Article: Hotels Rwanda 

    Hotels Rwanda

    Excerpt: At the Roman Catholic Church in Cyangugu, 1,500 parishioners were killed. Seven thousand Seventh Day Adventists were killed at their church in Mugonero. One pastor, according to Philip Gourevitch’s book We Wish to Inform You That Tomorrow We Will Be Killed with Our Families, told a congregant, “You must be eliminated. God no longer wants you.” Both priests and nuns alike were found guilty not only of turning a blind eye but also of assisting in the actual killing. In Nyange, Father Athanase Seromba first helped usher his Tutsi parishioners into the church, then worked side by side with militiamen who threw grenades through the open windows. Prior to coming, I had read that 4,000 people had been killed at the church in Kibuye alone, but when we went to see for ourselves, the plaque put the figure at 11,400.

    My take: Another reminder that the Church isn't infallible. Also, could it be that living in such proximity with the wildlife can alter a nation's view on the frailty of human life - as if it holds the exact same value as other animals? Maybe they'd think killing humans are the same as killing baboons.


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    Monday, August 30, 2010

    Backstabber: Thy name is evil 

    He has a smile on his face, a knife on his right hand, and ready to stab you anytime when you're not ready.

    In some part of the world, he could be considered a smart man.

    I'm longing to die before the inevitable event occur; one where such view is widely accepted.


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